I have a case of the crazies. I'm not sleeping. When I am I'm not reaching REM sleep, instead I dreaming lucid dreams that are so real I swear they're really happening. For example I fell asleep one Saturday in my recliner. I would swear on a Bible I woke up and my husband made me a tuna fish sandwich..... Only it never happened.
I'm easily startled and my brain bum rushes the crazy train constantly playing through scenarios and tactics of What If....
My counselor swears I'm not crazy, but the anxiety attacks aren't helping. One was so bad, Xanax didn't even stop it.
Why is this happening?
What is the purpose?
All I know for sure is, I'm exhausted, amped up, and tired of feeling crazy.
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